i am conflicted

is my job over.?

it is so damn  hot…..i need to go to home depot…..really need to….what if i go and end up like this guy..?

maybe art is a dead end. i have painted enough ,  so many of you are sick of me , i am sure. well if you are, then why are you here reading this..?…..huh..?

i have been thinking on it and i think i could be a pool boy. i mean, you wear a bathing suit and you work in a pool, how hot can that get.? and the clothing is minimal , so the heat wont kill me, maybe.